Sunday, March 25, 2012

It's Spring Break 2012!!

Okay guys, this is it! 2012! It's been two years since I last posted! What happened?! I could have sworn I posted last year... This is my Spring Break Blog after all! Oh well....
So, I was about to struggle to remember the user name and the password for this blog, but thankfully I didn't have to! It was already signed in when I went to blogger, which is odd, because we haven't had this laptop for two years.... O.O How did it know?!
Well, a lot has changed since 2010. I'm 17 now, almost 18. I started PCC last fall, and have dropped Village classes altogether. It's been a crazy adjustment, and a crazy past few months.
Shortly after my 17th birthday, a friend invited my sister's boyfriend to the Highland Games out at Mt. Hood Community College. Because he was invited, they felt my sister should be as well, and since my sister and I are the same person, I also got the invite. I didn't want to go. I didn't actually make up my mind until the morning of to go. All I knew was that it was going to be sister and her bf, the guy who invited me and his gf, and some jerk I'd met a few months before who had totally blown me off and I didn't like at all. But... I had nothing else going on that boring summer's day, so I sucked it up and went.
That day changed my life. It did. I met my then-to-be future boyfriend, that jerk I'd met a few months back. Turns out he was really a nice guy, so I friended him on Facebook, like any good teenager, and I IMed about a week later. We became friends; turns out we had a lot in common, and (more importantly) almost the exact same taste in music. It was rad. We mostly had an online relationship because he lives 45 minutes away in the middle of nowhere, and I was okay with that. I just wanted a friend.
But of course, we are teenagers, and what do boys and girls do? We fall for each other! Usually not mutually (in my past personal experience >.>), but this time we got lucky. He asked me to dance at a Halloween dance (he was the 10th Doctor, fez, sonic, and all <3), and that was pretty much the start of our Relationship (and also the first time a guy asked me to dance that I actually hoped would).
Shortly there after, two weeks actually, we hung out downtown. It was awesome, simple, just two people chillin. We remained "just friends" for a while, and eventually we kinda weren't "just friends" anymore. He got me a sonic for Christmas; how can you not fall for a guy who gives you a sonic?! 9th Doctors, sound, UV light, pen. Honestly.
One day in early February we were walking through Pioneers Square through a huge herd of people getting off the MAX. I didn't want to lose him, so I took his hand (I also wanted to hold his hand, but that's beside the point). That was really the start, I think. The Friday after that was a Valentines gathering at a friend's house, and we had out first slow slow dance (all huggy like); it was perfect. To the song We Are Young by Fun., one of our favorites... or maybe it wasn't, but it is now. Anyway, people told us we were glowing, and that's exactly how I felt. It was... yeah, perfect. The next day we were IMing, and decided it was time to make it official and changed our relationships statuses to "in a relationship." It was awesome. His mom commented and said "who's Clare?" Heh... turns out she was kidding... but at the time it was a bit of a scare.
After that, I kinda had a freak out to myself and would find myself on the kitchen floor crying for no reason. It was a hard couple of weeks, but I'm feeling much better now... my body is getting used to the fact the he has my heart now, it's no longer with me. (see, last time I gave my heart to someone completely, I'd been too trusting and he'd totally smashed it without a second thought as soon as I'd given it to him. Made me have trust issues it turns out! Huh! It was hard, because I was afraid that would happen again, even though my perfect boy promised he would never do that to me [this was long before I freaked out, without any kind of hinting on my part whatsoever. This just proves how amazing he really is]. Well, I think I've worked past that little... bump, with the kind love and support I needed from my boy. He was very understanding about the whole thing, and told me he too felt the hole in his chest where his heart used to be. He told me that before I even noticed the hole, but sure enough, two days later, there it was... black and angry. I've learned how to deal with the hole, but it still acts up sometimes. I know that sounds crazy, but it's just how it is!)
I got to see my boy today, went to his house. I like it there because it smells like him. And there are lots of cats. His family has... 7 or 8, I forget. Almost one for each kid! (yes, he has one older and two younger brothers, and three younger sisters.) He gave a a second TARDIS tee today; this one is awesome because it's a TARDIS in a Star Gate! OMG XD And.. it smells like him. :P I tried to teach him some guitar, but I'm not sure how I did... I was a little nervous for some reason. It was a good day, I'll just say that.
Other than getting a boyfriend and starting PCC, my life has been kind of..... boring. My Village friends... are... not so much a part of my life anymore. It's weird. So, I've been feeling a little friend deprived. But it's okay, I think that's about to change :D
One thing that has happened... My dear sister and I started a band, just the two of us, called She & Her Sister. We are in the progress of recording out first album, and it is going really well! We've had two sessions, and two more are planned for next week. It's so exciting! We have 50 likes on out FB page, like OMG XD :P no, but it's good stuff; we're really enjoying the process.
So, spring break 2012.... hmm... pretty boring so far. Don't have my license yet.. so I'm kinda trapped at home. >.> SOME DAY! (when I'm 18, so I can drive whoever I want and I don't have to take a second written test [WFT?? a second one?!])
Okay, well Spring Break Blog, I will see you in a year! :D